longst night of the YEAR tonight

god this is hurting... I used to get hurt really bad.. uhm, so like hours don't do that, but like no hope it matters.. all I hear talking, all I see written online, is this fucking livingi world, aof autistic internet... I listen, to see what people are thinking like, and just fucking, gauragaa, jakovisaur....

it's not a night, I'm sleeping on, I feel like in jail, up here, I can't go down stairs, and get food and cofee, this tils fucking CLOCK hits, 6, and that's not a night

I have to made you cry, screaming at you that it isn't?